hypnoticchic

It's been years since i last update this journal... i kinda miss here.. ranting around
many things.. many stories... so far im going to europe to see my boyfriend in 8 days ^^
i'll be staying there for one month... i'll quit my job here.. so sick of it... dont know yet
what im gonna do when im back... but i cant wait to go there and to be with my bf again
though its been crappy lately in our relationship.. nothing much to talk.. sure it can happen
we've been talking non-stop for 2 years... seeing each other almost every day... and
i need to meet his mum.. oh well -_-... meeting the parents... im sick now... got bad diarrhea
hope i'll be normal soon.. dont wanna get sick there... i'll go to paris and rome also
oh things will be so great (i hope).. still havent packed my bag yet -_-".. mada mada dane

This translation thing is better than the UN job... but its tiring the same, man -_-
I can do the translation at home.. yeah.. but I aint got time to chilling.
And my brain works 12 hours a day.. then I get tired.. and I get moody.. and I get sad.
Oh crap! But what can I do? I still have to live with it no matter what.
That's life.. no matter you like it or not.. you still have to live on. sighhhh...

[x] forgot to make an entry for your birthday ;_;
[x] will go to an interview this afternoon.
[x] need more rest -_-
[x] sorry for making worried and sad :(
[x] love you more than anything in the world also ♥

I'm lack of update lately.. yeah i know -_- I'll try to update as much as i can.

Many many things happended in the last 2 months since i graduated. Well, I couldn't remember much now. I'll update about what happened later.

( .. Today .. )

[x] MSN 7.0 is fun indeed ^_^
[x] My internet connection sucks again.. for 2 days already -_-
[x] I dont wanna go meet 'them' tmr
[x] I love you *.*

Finished the last paper of my life (i hope -_-)... WAHAHAHAHAA!!! XD
I wanna finish Pride and Prejudice soon (though its unnecessary to read it anymore).. only 30 pages left now.. this book taught me that English language can be boring sometimes -_-


My downloads are fast recently.. once it reached 134 kb/s.. through torrent! O.o


I don't know where these tears come from...
Right from my eyes falling onto the ground...
So foolish me :)

This morning I went teaching as usual. I brought the camera with me so I took some pics with N' Aey (the lovely girl i've been teaching). She's a very good student.. well most of the time, we chat hehe :P.. I don't know whether she's happy or not if I post her pics here.. I think I'd better not

Then I went to Aom's home.. picked her up and went to Central Bangna.. actually we planned to see a chinese movie starring by Stephen Chow.. man I so adore him.. yeah since I was a lil kid ^^ .. Anyway, we changed the plan coz we had to do a makeup workshop around 4 pm.. as we were both hungry, we decided to have some sizzler... ooh~~ yum yum ^_^

( piccies inside )

The last day in the university.. yes no more studying...
Technically, I graduate already.. the day i've been waiting for...
Still, I feel happy not.. it's a bit lonely and sad...
4 years i've been studying here.. lots of things happened..

1st year.. SHIT!! I hate this fucking place!
2nd year.. well, its not that bad
3rd year.. yes I'm loving it
4th year.. it keeps getting better and better

Friends.. I will surely miss them.. tho I'm not that close to them, I feel we had some good time together.
Friendship becomes more serious when you grow up i guess..
It's so sad when you're beginning to get intimate with them.. having a great time together.. a minute later you have to be apart.. so fucking sad = (

Teachers.. some I hate.. some I'm particularly fond of..
Good teachers, I will always keep in mind and will always be grateful of what they taught me.. Bad ones, fuck them, who cares :P

Life.. it goes on.. and I have to move on..

final exam week (please keep your fingers crossed for me ;_;)
will update later -_-

- the end -

finally 31 Jan.. the first show!!

09 00 : wake-up call by aom
09 20 : woke up
09 50 : left home
10 10 : picked up aom at her house
10 50 : arrived at the auditorium
11 30 : had lunch with the staff
12 15 : got dressed
12 45 : finished with the makeups
13 15 : ran all over the backstage
13 40 : the show began!

( mara baba booboo )

first time on the real stage in front of the audience.. well not bad.. i thought i would be more panic hehe :P.. everyone was excited i can tell and we all hoped the show went smooth and of course funny! the audience laughed but not much as we expected.. however we did our best :)

when i was on stage, i recognised some of my friends among the audience.. and they were laughing their asses off at me -_- and then i talked to them after the show.. they said they couldn't remember that it was me.. very good makeups indeed hehe :P

i didnt forget my lines and queues.. phewwwww ^^;;
after that i fell asleep right away at the backstage.. martin kept calling.. 5 mins to go.. 2 mins.. here we go! nat, praew,and i moved none.. we slept like a log +_+ zzZZZ... i woke up again at the end of the show to go out there again and make a bow....

one show passed, more 8 to come! *faints* -_-

....

after that aom and i went to pra-prom. aom asked for getting a job as a flight attendant at JAL.. i can see that she really wants this job and is very determined. i really wish her best of luck! you go, girl! *cheers*

i felt really good praying there.. warm feeling in my heart i dont know why :) i think this chinese new year i'll go pray at temples with my mom.. hope im not too lazy :P

I am NOT sexy!
I am NOT sexy!!
I am NOT sexy!!!


ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!! >_